Not my year LOL
I'm way behind. I got a freaking infection in my right eye. Even had to cancel my photo shoot yesterday. Anytime I tried to focus my eye it was like the worst pain imaginable. Being a photographer it really freaked me out. Anyway, I am on antibiotics. Today was the first day I attempted any kind of editing on photos since my eye got infected.
Anyway Doc says there is no way of knowing where I got it other than I basically touched something infected and then rubbed my eye. She thinks normally that my body probably would have fought off the infection no problem but also thinks I am malnourished because I lost 35 lbs. the past 2 months from not really eating so much.
Apparently some weight loss is normal when someone quits drinking and so is a change in appetite. Unfortunately I sometimes went days without eating and only drank coffee. Sometimes three or four of those Starbucks Mocha + Energy Double shot cans in one day. And I admit, I did not eat for one entire week because I had enough money for either coffee and cigarettes or food and I went without food thinking someone would feed me. Anyway, all my friends who did not feed me that week suck!!!!!!
So Doc says, "NO!!!" Must eat food, drink less coffee.
I'll be honest, I thought maybe I was dying. I was scared to go see the Doc cuz I thought I was dying. Then the eye thing happened and the pain became unbearable. Unfortunately for anyone who hates me, I am not dying. Fortunately for anyone who loves me, I am not dying. So I have to try and eat every day now to get my weight back up.
The Tate Hemlock Diet: Quit drinking alcohol. Don't eat. Drink lots of coffee. Smoke lots of cigarettes. Sleep at random hours.
My world is wonderful and frightening. Always something weird a-happening. You can't even imagine...
Listening to: Trumans Water, Fluegel Knights, God Bullies
Reading: old MAD Magazines
Watching: Breaking Bad
Playing: Proletariat Art Threat