I'm way behind. I got a freaking infection in my right eye. Even had to cancel my photo shoot yesterday. Anytime I tried to focus my eye it was like the worst pain imaginable. Being a photographer it really freaked me out. Anyway, I am on antibiotics. Today was the first day I attempted any kind of editing on photos since my eye got infected.
Anyway Doc says there is no way of knowing where I got it other than I basically touched something infected and then rubbed my eye. She thinks normally that my body probably would have fought off the infection no problem but also thinks I am malnourished because I lost 35 lbs. the past 2 months from not really eating so much.
Apparently some weight loss is normal when someone quits drinking and so is a change in appetite. Unfortunately I sometimes went days without eating and only drank coffee. Sometimes three or four of those Starbucks Mocha + Energy Double shot cans in one day. And I admit, I did not eat for one entire week because I had enough money for either coffee and cigarettes or food and I went without food thinking someone would feed me. Anyway, all my friends who did not feed me that week suck!!!!!!
So Doc says, "NO!!!" Must eat food, drink less coffee.
I'll be honest, I thought maybe I was dying. I was scared to go see the Doc cuz I thought I was dying. Then the eye thing happened and the pain became unbearable. Unfortunately for anyone who hates me, I am not dying. Fortunately for anyone who loves me, I am not dying. So I have to try and eat every day now to get my weight back up.
The Tate Hemlock Diet: Quit drinking alcohol. Don't eat. Drink lots of coffee. Smoke lots of cigarettes. Sleep at random hours.
My world is wonderful and frightening. Always something weird a-happening. You can't even imagine...
I know its not the latest of post but haven't been on her in a while. Yiour doing better than me if youve managed to quit the drinking, and yeah cigarettes come before food for a lot of other people too. This helped keep my mind of the shit stuff, might work for you, once your eye is better, give you a break from the monitor. [link]
my normal breakfast is 2x double strength coffees and then lunch a few hours later trying to get off the booze tho, still like beer too much, don't touch spirits anymore... haven't seen much sunlight the past few weeks
hey quitting to drink alcohol is a success dont be so mad bro youll be alright and even better than before !! i promise! and if not .... nah what shall i say ? live's a bitch^^